Welp! Af showed herself on Christmas day. The pain from my endometriosis is killer and my periods are getting more and more irregular. Ovulation tests are giving me false positives as well. I'm thinking I'm going to "give up" on trying and maybe that'll be the trick to all of this. Im currently taking medication to reduce the amount of blood during my cycles so the "backflow" will reduce, xanax for panic attacks/anxiety, and a class b muscle relaxer for the excruciating spasms. Baby dust to all of us, God has a plan for everything & the timing. ✨