So after our miscarriage, we decided to wait to ttc again as I'm in nursing school and would be due right in the middle of my last semester. I went on the birth control patch and actually have an appt on Jan 3rd to talk about a birth control plan other than the patch.....My little sister just gave birth to her first baby yesterday morning and she let me go yesterday and today to visit her. She let me hold her baby and cuddle him. After leaving the hospital today, I felt ready to move forward...I ripped that patch off so fast. If god wants to bless us with a baby then so be it...I'm tired of birth control and the crazy hormone imbalance. From now on it's going to be completely in gods hands. We aren't going to ttc using opks etc, we will just not do anything to prevent pregnancy...and if it happens it happens.