Reunion

A couple years ago, I moved to Florida. Before I moved, I had a boyfriend named celeb; he was my first love, gave him my virginity fell in love with love all nine yards. He had this intimate physical and mental control of me. Never told him that. Also, he was older than me wayyyy older, (Not over 20) I was so in love with him, I just functioned on him, Any way I thought it would be best if he and I got some distance away, also I wanted to start over. So I moved to Florida. Now I'm back to Michigan, Florida didn't work out, because he and I was still off and on. Now we're in the same state, and i cannot shake my emotions sexually and mentally. We talk all the time, my question to you guys is that should i tell him all of my feelings towards him, i tell him now i feel but not all of it. If that makes sense. So please answer me....

Should I tell Celeb how I feel? For real this time no sugar coating just everything?

Or should I just keep it to myself, and let whatever happen?