GI issues and giving birth. ughhhh.

So I have a history of GI issues. I had a fistula and had to have surgery. Now, I have to see a GI specialist again to make sure I am able to have a vaginal birth. If I have another fistula track opening up, they don't want me giving birth and for me to rip completely open. Or if my old fistula has the potential to open again and rip me. But since I go through the VA, and they like to take their sweet ass time making appointment and/ or outsourcing me to a GI in town, I may not even have those answers and will have a vaginal birth and hope to god I don't rip open. Ugh. Nothing ever goes smooth when dealing with the VA here in Houston. Just venting. Please feel free to comment though. 💙💙