CD39, 8 days late for AF, BFN

Just venting for a second! The normal TWW drives me crazy, but this month takes the cake! After my MC in January, my cycles have been a little off. My longest was February and it was 36 days. I figured that to be normal since my body was still adjusting. The month after, I went back to a normal 31 day cycle. So now, here I am, CD39. No sign of AF (who was supposed to be here May 1st!). 6 BFNs ranging from 9dpo- 18dpo. bbt is still a whole degree higher than pre-ov temps. All my previous symptoms are gone, minus my suddenly super sensitive nipples, and now, my mind as well. Seriously, if you find it, could you please return it?! I wish my body would decide to either give me a BFP, or have AF show up. I hate being stuck in limbo!! Oy!