How do women enjoy their pregnancy?

Mary
I'm so exhausted all the time. I'm only about 8-9 weeks but I have all day sickness and haven't been able to eat anything. It's pure misery bec my body plays tricks with me. I'm not being ungrateful but I hope this sickness and back pain goes away soon. This morning I didn't feel like I had to throw up so I thought to myself that maybe I should have a glass of milk since I don't have breakfast anymore. Well after drinking it I threw up right away it was so uncalled for. My lower back has been in so much pain already for the past 2 weeks now 😭😭😭😭 I feel miserable how did you ladies manage during the first trimester? I literally do not eat anything bec of the fear of vomiting which I do anyway even on an empty stomach