TCC Pagan w Fertility Problems, Looking for Similar Spiritual Support

Jessica
Hey all. My husband and I are Pagans and have been trying to conceive for a few years. We recently started seeing fertility specialists because I have PCOS. Lately I've been having trouble with the mental and emotional crap that comes with infertility. Anyone else out there some form of Pagan? How do you come to terms with infertility in a spiritual way when most Pagan subsets are very fertility-heavy?