Y'all I am sad as fuck. A guy I've been dating for 5 years in January has cheated on me and when I confronted him about it he got mad at me....... and then I made him give me money for the "pill" and he got mad. And I was like well after I didn't even get a single thing for Christmas and you have been cheating on me the past couple of weeks I think that Is the least you can do. So he finally did it and we haven't talked since. He's making me feel like because he cheated on me it was my fault. I've never been so hurt ever. 😔 I would literally, until this day still give anything he ever wanted. I was materialistic. All I wanted was his love. I didn't ask for much at all because I knew he wouldn't anyways. In reality it was a terrible relationship. But I still loved him for some reason 😔😔