1 wk after MC

1 wk ago I had a confirmed mc. Went today for the follow up bloodwork to make sure my hcg went to zero. Emotions were under control and getting that test today just made everything come back. Feeling hopeless and so sad. Dr said as soon as I get the zero level we can try again. And i want to, but I and so scared now. I don't wna to go through that again. I have and brand new found respect and heart for those women that have been through a mc, no matter how many. Just needed to vent.