Opinions welcome

So I have really bad OCD and I have to wash everything before I use it. Well I washed two of my sons stuffed animals and kinda ruined them (felt like the worst mom ever), well I was wondering how many of you have washed all his blankets and clothes? I'm not due until 2/11.. and I don't know if I should wait until closer to my due date, do it now, or not even bother washing anything before I use it for or on him.. 😑