Pregncey and anxiety

Hey before I was pregnant I also had anxiety use to meditate for it but now I'm soon to mom of twins I'm excited about them and looking forward to seeing them it's just that i feel like I'm alone their dad is No longer in the picture because of what he done I have a good supporting family it's just that it hard for me to tell them what I feel and what my fears are because every single time I talk about it i cry because I feel like a burden to them mostly my mom has been there for me and now I have more in my sholders bout my aunt I guess I'm getting overwhelmed and I trying to figure out what else I can do I'm 20 weeks pregnant I know one baby's gender and the other one baby B wanted to be difficult. I do love them with all my heart I just feel like I'm alone with th