Weight and Confidence

Ashen • Ashen
I hate my weight. Actually in fine with the number, just not where I carry it. I have dieted and worked out and have made a lot of progress. I am now way more confident with myself. Every time my aunt (who I thankfully don't live with) sees me dieting and working out and asks how long I've been keeping healthy, she says she can't even tell. Everyone else says they can. I'm 11 and want to be a model when I'm older because I have a really tall body structure, she said, "You could never be a normal model; just a plus-sized one."
It was so rude and I was barely 10 at the time.  I've struggled with depression and this makes it no better. I know others have the same problems as me. I'd like to know where you are.