Thought I was ok with AF showing up

Thought I was ok with last month not being my month. Maybe it's the PMS talking or maybe it's that I heard about 2 more women I know that are pregnant. I don't know what it is but tonight it's really hit me. I've only been TTC a month but the past year I found out I was having fertility issues and had been going from appointment to appointment to figure things out. Finally got the news I was good and ready to start trying then got the news that my husband isnt healthy enough. So even though we have been only actively been trying a month it's felt like a whole year with all the doctors appointments. then to get the news we may have to go through all the testing and doctors visits again with my husband makes me feel pretty discouraged. It just feels like it could be another long road ahead.