He said he wanted more kids too. We agreed we didn't want kids yet, wanted to enjoy ourselves first as we're still quite young. 

Well we decided 5 months ago to ttc. He even suggested I was to come off birth control!! And last night, it all came out. He's never really wanted more kids, just told me that! He said he's been secretly hoping I'm not pregnant each time, which hurts as every time I get upset when I receive a BFN. Still haven't had an answer to why he told me to come off birth control, it's not like I came off it then told him! 

So now i have wasted 2 years of my life with a man who has lied to me. We've bought a house together so it's messy splitting up. I'm at a loss. But  I know I'm going to forever resent him now. 

I don't live in the same city as my parents. I can't afford to live alone on the wage I'm currently on. I just don't know what to do. I can't believe he's done this to me. 

Happy 2017, not. 

EDIT - Just thought I'd add, this hasn't stemmed from an argument. He just calmly sat me down and told me he needed to chat.