I was 12, prepubescent, in 7th grade when my uncle first showed interest in me. We went on a family vacation and he fingered me, I eventually moved out of the way as we were in a pool, I barely even knew what was going on. Since then he's gone through my panties, spanked my ass, and offered to pay for my nudes. He's been with my aunt for 7 years now, I don't want to ruin relationships, and all that happened in the past seemed mildly innocent. Forgivable. Fast forward to today, I am 16. He is 37. He came into my room this morning and actually did it. I was raped by my uncle. I thought that if I did not move or make any sign of interest that he would eventually leave.. I don't even know what to think. I feel like a bad person, I gave all negative feedback and said no a couple times, and definitely did not say yes. This is my family that I would be tearing apart, and I love my aunt to death. I feel as if I have to stay quiet, but I know that is not the right thing to do