i REALLY need some advice here

Sarah
I dont know what to do about the guy I am dating. It has bee four months and I am falling hard for him. He wants to take it slow. I was upset and wrote this rant down last night but I think it might be too much to send to him. PLEASE PLEASE any and all advice is so beyond needed here. 
"Im not mad but I am confused and disappointed. We just spent the last two days together and yet, you come to this party and its like we're strangers. I barely got to talk to you and then despite me standing like a step away from you, i didn't even get a midnight kiss....But your friend lori at least got a kiss on the cheek.... 

Then, later, i get to find out that you are still asking for other girls numbers. Do you know how that makes me feel? I've been out with three other guys since our last dtr type conversation because u basically told me too and all I could think was they're not frank. And that was that. 

I know you wanted to take it slow and thats one thing; but by now, after dating for four months and talking every single day since the day we met, you must have some inkling of whether or not you want to be with me or at the very least be exclusive with me. I cant be the only one thinking that this is going somewhere when in fact for you I'm just a way to pass time. Thats how you've made me feel now; like I'm a friends with benefits passing time until you find something better. You wanted to see if were compatible; well part of that involves talking and trusting each other. Being in a relationship means learning more about your partner every day. You'll never know for 100% if you're not even willing to try. I dont know what happened in your last relationship to make you so afraid to commit to someone, but it's going to hurt you in the end if you cant get over it or work through it. We have fun together, we have similar interests, we've had sex, we have similar humors and intelligences, ive met your best friend and your sister, our ideas on religion and politics aren't even too far apart. When we are together, It feels like I'm your gf and its awesome. But not last when we were with that group. 

I need something Frank. What do you want? What happened with your ex that was so bad you cant be with me? Or do you just not want me...? I cant keep going on lost in the dark with nothing but the excuse of "the divorce rates."