I feel like such a horrible mom. My second son is 20 days old. Well 2 days ago we were admitted to the hospital due to him having trouble breathing. Come to find out he has RSV. Obviously this is common where I live because the weather change so much. Friday the high was 55 degrees and today it's 76. On top of that, my 4 year old son is also sick, which has resulted in me getting sick.

I don't know what to do. I'm ready to pull my hair out because it's scary watching my newborn cough and wheeze. Then my 4 year old is coughing and doesn't understand that he can't be in his brother's face breathing and coughing. Then I'm coughing and have to nurse. I feel like we're never going to get better.

Yall pray for me!