A rant and a cry

Me
It's becoming harder and harder to stay positive for ttc when all around you women are getting pregnant. And what hurts me the most is one of them just told me nonchalantly, that just it'll happen without trying. I'm sorry that I'm not like you that didn't try to get pregnant. It's not my fault that I wanted to have PCOS, it's not as if I told my body to have irregular period. Or to keep trying and have unsuccessful results each month. And it hurts me more how much I want to have a baby but it's not happening right now....