Okay so lastnight my husband asked me if he could go hang with his friends lastnight til 10 then he was gonna come home and do the count down and stuff with me. He told me he wasnt going to drink and if he did he wasnt gonna even gonna have a buzz. I get a call from his friend at 10:30 saying hes passed out and way to drunk that they took his keys when he passed out to make sure he wouldnt drive if he woke up. I said okay but i am extremely pissed. How are u gonna make ur own rules then promise to be home with me then break ur own promise and rules. He left our house at 8:30. So 2 hrs of being gone ur passes out cause u ended up taking shots. Hes here asking how he can make up for it. But honestly i just look at him and wanna punch his face. He got home at 6am this morning.

Ps i couldnt go to his friends to drink cause we have 2 lil kids. We had a sitter (his mom) but shes getting iver the stomach virus so i felt that would be very rude to leave the kids there knowing she still feels like shit.

Idk what to do to get over it. Like i thought i could but being on facebook i see all these people celebrating all these couples and i was at home watching netflix by myself after the kids went to bed. Like idk why but it broke my heart that he didnt care about my feelings. I wanted to have some fun. Idk... i feel like a bitch for feeling this way . But i cant help it.