New years eve
In my country we have a tradition to make vows and wishes for the new year. Usually "I'm gonna eat healthy this year!" or like that. This year we had a party and people began talking about their vow/wishes.
My husband said: "I want to be a father again this year".
Right after people was like - Father?Again? Not much helped by the most anti-kids-person in the room asked what he meant. Basicly he explained how we are trying to have a baby.
And everybody looked at me. I could almost just whisper that I wished to be happy this year.
People knew that we wanted to have more children at some point, they did not know that we're trying now.
It shocked me how he could say it out loud. I knew it was his wish but I feel so much more pressure on my shoulders now. I won't even tell people right away when I get pregnant, like.... My parents and in-laws can know but other can wait till I wanna share it. Now I'm scared my husband would tell the day we got a positive test.
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