change/ advice needed
I'm writing this annon because I don't want people to judge me. I know this sounds stupid, but I'm terrified of change. I am a ftm with baby due in June. I'm wanting to go back to college but my hubby doesn't want me to work while I'm in college because he is worried it'll be too much stress with a new baby. I think he's right but I am terrified to leave this good job that I have and move into so much unknown. We will have to move down to a one bedroom apartment so that he can afford all of our bills. There is so much change happening and I'm so scared. What if I finish my degree but can't find a job? What if we have money trouble and I can't find a job while going to school? What if we don't have enough money to support our baby? I want to improve my future for the sake of my child but there are so many things that could go wrong. What would y'all do?