This testing is real sad!!!!!

Tameka • Mother👫👬👬 Wife👰🏽💍 TTC#7 👶🏽👶🏽 Twins by Gods grace....
I am 3 days late... boobs are bigger, headaches everyday, light cramping ( very faint like twice a day) creamy discharge, sensitive to smells, mood swings here and there and feel sick sometimes... I never get these things during AF... I don't even get signs of coming on other than I'm regular ever month .... same date every month.... I O the 18 and 19th of December ( I'm sure because I did digital) Glow said I would on 14th and 15th but it was negative so I kept testing.... Now it Jan 2nd and still no AF and BFN no matter what test I take... Normally if I'm pregnant I can test the day after my missed AF and get a positive.... that's just how my body works... NOT TIME!!!! I'm holing on to these story's where some women still get a BFP all these days late... I have been very sad every time I test and I share with my husband and just just support me... He told me not to test anymore.... He see how it's hurting me.... he told me it hurts him too because he wants another baby as well but he can't stand to see me hurt like this.... I have one more test left I think and was wondering would I be strong enough for whatever it say... Planning a baby is stressful... We have said no more planning we are just going to live life to its fullest and BD and if it happens it happens!!!! Sorry for the vent , I just need to hear some positive feelings and others stories again... thanks ladies for reading