Unwanted and useless

Raven
I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling but it's not good. I keep being told that I'm insignificant and useless. My family hates me, they constantly forget I'm here ( they forgot my birthday for the last three years (17 now) and they left me home when they went to the fair, the park, and to visit family) and make fun of me. They make fun of the career path I'm on and say I won't make it because I'm too stupid, they make of my style, my friends, I just don't know what to think or feel. My grandmother has recently been calling me fat and ugly, it hurts. I used to be proud of myself and confident now i feel like what they say is true. How would you handle this situation? Make a change? I've tried ignoring it but it makes me sad.