when were you ready

Ok so we all no having more then one means even more rest 
1 when did you have your babies room/rooms ready? 
2 and did you find the last 9week count down very emotional :( ?
3 I haven't been the most excepting of my pregnancy due to fear of losing them and I'm only now getting excited :) but I'm still scared when can I let go of this fear do you ever let it go or dose the fear stay until they are here safe in your arms