I suffer from anxiety and depression I'll have some days when I'm okay and some days I overthink and this past week I went through something crazy. A couple of weeks ago I was looking for someone to date on a dating website I met this guy he seemed nice he would always call me beautiful. But at the same time I met another guy who understands the anxiety and depression. The first guy sadly passed away on Saturday in a car accident. I feel so guilty even though I didn't do anything but 4 hours before he died he messaged me saying hey beautiful. This guy that I told you that understood everything (guy number 2) I decided to meet up with when I talked about bobby he said he probably only said that because he was talking to other girls. He was so pissed. And on top of that he made me delete my exes and guys out of my phone. I feel weird because I am more attracted to him thorough text and not in person. He kissed me and I felt nothing.i just feel like maybe I'm settling. And I'm just starting to figure out that maybe I should just  not have to deal with another jealous bf. That maybe bobby could have been that guy.