3 weeks post-miscarriage...

Adriana • Due June ‘19 🙌🏻
3 weeks of wondering why, trying to find someone or something to blame, tears and heartache, sleepless nights, trying to find encouragement from others, asking when is this going to get better...3 weeks of pain. 
Slowly starting to realize that I will most likely never find why, never find someone to blame, my tears might slow down but never go away, I might get my sleep back but all these thoughts will always haunt my dreams, no matter how much encouragement I get it's slowly starting to get better but that still makes me wonder, will I ever forget?
I wanted to get it all out...thank you for reading.