So I usually don't write on here but tonight has just been one of those nights where I feel hella shitty. So you ever have one of those so callled gut feelings and u swear on ur momma that ur right up and down da board...well tonight my gut seemed to be wrong more my trust issues caught up to me again but this time worst than I usually am. So I fount this number on my house phone ,mind u I have my baby daddy living with me wit me and long story short history we been they some shit in the past but are trying to move forward past it, anywho I found this number and they called yesterday morning when I left for work. Some chick name on the caller I'd so my ass calls it to see if possibly they called for me which we just moved here so we don't know many ppl. So it rang and no damn answer the one time I get the balls to call a number back so then I'm like okay no answer well then my anxiety starts reacting with me so it tells me call from ur cell...😒 so I actually get he balls to call from my own cell usually I get my friend to call for me but I guess I was just like fuck it cuz my gut and anxiety all racing at one time. Keep in mind I just called the number from my house phone and my first six numbers look like his lol 😂 so I call and the damn chick answers da phone this call so I say the first thing dat comes to mind ...who da fuck is this of course chick hangs up I text her and no reply...so I'm hyped up at this point so my baby daddy is playing NBA2K while I'm doing all this so then I'm scrambling and I mean scrambling trying to figure out who the fuck is this so I'm trying to get my sprint account set up online to check numbers and shit like a madd crazy bitch and trying do this while staying calm AF...so I can't log in and everything giving me issues I'm waiting 20 mins to retry like 4 times lmao and then finally I just show him the number and say who is this he's a man so of course denies and so I finally walk away get logged if after I done accused him and my dumb ass finds the number and show him and tell him she called ur phone then he tells me I don't know who that is and no way they called me...so then I walk away look at the phone record better and nope it was my damn call log I had just called her duhhh lol so then he acts all like go ahead and check the house phone record too pull it up so u can feel dumb..so I do without him knowing ..she called of course ...but one time yesterday morning...nothing before that tho. He says why I leave it there for you to find I would have just deleted it...now I'm looking dumb as fuck no proof and just feeling low as ever and feeling like I just did the most and my gut didn't seem to be right but my trust issues I have just got the best of me. Long ass post sorry needed to vent don't have no one else to tell.