Starting Over

Lauren
So today I went through my physical for the military. Anybody who's been through knows this, but it's super thorough and people get "rejected" a lot due to minor errors. Well, when I was younger I used to harm myself and I still have my scars. I was almost done with my physical and the assistant pointed them out to the doc. I just got disqualified from every single branch of service forever. Except marine reserves. I'm so crushed. This will prevent me from getting a full ride scholarship to the college of my dreams (Pittsburgh University ROTC) and now I'm starting all the way over. My heart is so broken. And to make matters worse, my boyfriend ships for basic training in 4 days and I'm so jealous. So jealous. Does anyone have any advice? Anything at all. I'm so lost...