WHATEVER 😒

So the conversation of Marriage came up and this is what it lead to... I mean it's not too bad but I started crying and I guess that's because it isn't what I expected... we spoke about Marriage before last year and it ended in we could get married once he graduates. He now graduates in December... We've been together for 3 years, it'll be 4 years in May. We have a 6 Month Old Daughter and have Been through every freaking thing together. Hell and Back (sometimes that shit doesn't even matter)... But in another sense I feel it's excuses and he doesn't want to get married despite what he said... I haven't even replied yet and I don't know if I'm going to. I don't think I am (I might depending what advice I get, if any). I rather not... I just feel like it's Bullshit because of the past shit he's told me! I'm just really upset and lost. I want to give up! Also, I don't need any Negative comments about Him, Myself, or the Situation or telling me to leave him. I just need some kind of support.Â