The waiting Struggle ! Anyone with me ?!

Christine • Momma to 1 Beautiful baby girl👧🏻. 1 Miscarriage 👼🏻. Working on my Rainbow baby 🌈👶🏻
Ok so I took a PT 4 days ago came out Nagative then yesterday afternoon which was negative again. I am 2 days late , tired, heartburn,larger appetite but still Negative tests 😩😩😩 the wait it killing me!