I need some advice... Love tank on -NEGATIVE 💔

For Christmas I bought tickets for us to go to a comedy show.. we can go any weekend, but this weekend we were SUPPOSED to take time to have a date night and spend quality time with each other.. our therapist insisted we take a day to dedicate to one another this weekend. I loved that she said that because I thought "yes! Maybe this will convince him to make something happen!!"!

well yesterday I asked him if he wanted to go see a comedy show but the weather was bad (snowing) and we had his daughter, so we decided to stay home. So tonight is Saturday... his daughter left around 7:30PM. I figured maybe we would go do something together since we missed "date night" last night.. but then at 8:15 he tells me he's going out with friends to finish watching the game and chill... he does this more times than we've ever been on a date. 

I explain to him how I was looking forward to going somewhere with him and he gets PISSED at me.. gets dressed and leaves.

I'm just so frustrated because my self esteem is so low right now. Like I got my hair done yesterday before he got off work and I'm 6 1/2 months pregnant.. He tells me he likes my hair about an hour after I'm home, but says it because he knew he just should... he barely touches me and we're just in this weird place... why doesn't he understand that this one weekend we needed time to build again? There is just no intimacy and he's making me feel like a bitch. We haven't even had sex since my birthday, September 20.. and I feel like that was just pity sex. We hug maybe once a day, kiss maybe once a day... he never rubs my belly... nothing. I feel really abandoned here...

Like I did my makeup today and tried to be pretty... so he would "notice" me... I know I'm beautiful but there's nothing like having your man tell you and know it too.. I just feel like my love tank is on NEGATIVE and I don't know what to do about it. Sorry for rambling 😔