I'm just getting so tired of TTC. We've been trying for over three years now and still don't have a baby. We had an ectopic pregnancy back in June 2015 and lost my tube then fell pregnant in December 2015 and lost the baby at 11 weeks. Now we are on fertility medication and it's taking a toll on me. I'm just done. I'm over crying every time I see a hint of blood. I can't take it anymore. I just want a sweet little baby in my arms.