is anyone else in my shoes??

I hate my life right now i hate my boyfriend he is verbal abusive. Hes a jerk everything. I stopped ttc because i feel like god is telling me to move on i can find someone better but i feel like i stay because of our daughter.. shes three but I just dont want to be stuck anymore.. im scared to move on because i know hell make my life hell when it comes to our daughter so i stay and pretend im happy for her. I dont talk anymore im just quiet because if things dont go his way hes mad and angry.. he bought me nice gifts for Christmas but when i told him he doesnt do anything around the house he throws that gift he bought me in my face. So i gave it back to him told him to keep it now he calls me ungrateful.. im reallly stuck i dont want my daughter to be effected by the break up thing but im not happy im really depressed and i want to cry but i dont. I jist needed to vent because i have no one else to talk too