feeling devastated 😢

Me and my fiancé have been ttc for 3 years and 4 months now. We had a couple of fertility appointments we were told my oh has very low morthology but everything else looks okay  and all fine on my side so keep tying. On the 22nd of December we finally got some positive news when we were told we are being referred for ivf, we were so pleased things were finally moving forward and we're getting closer to having our family. Well I get a phone call today from gyno to tell me that my fsh levels are too high and we won't qualify for funding. Not only that but it's quite likely I have low ovarian reserve or early menopause. I'm only 22 and feel like my whole life just came crashing down. So I'm just going to be here ugly crying and wondering why life can be soo unfair!