It all started in may I saw those two pink lines! I told my boyfriend he said well it might be a false positive I took another one a few weeks later I get another positive so I know I am pregnant I was sick all the time so comes august I go to the doctor he comes in and tells me the words I will never forget your baby went to heaven my mom was with me and my boyfriend in the waiting room I walk out and couldn't talk I was about to cry he stands up and says so is she pregnant my Mom said she was but she lost it he said "well I have to go back to work" well he broke up with me that night he texted my mom that he couldn't do it we have not talked about it since, he said he didn't know it he ever wanted kids and that we where to different we had been together for almost 2 years a I was finally ok with the miscarriage which was a blighted ovum but I went to another doctor and he said he thought I could still be pregnant I never told him that well the test came back negative I never passed the baby I felt like I shouldn't have been sad their has been people in worst situations but I went 3 months with thinking I was pregnant I felt like their was a whole inside of me I went 9 months with out a period I am on it now my ex is now with some one with two kids but I am not worried about him I don't care. Someone told me "maybe it better off the baby died he wouldn't have stayed with you anyways" like I would have cared. I will always wonder what if the worst part I had a dream a few days ago I was in labor I had a bay boy he was beautiful! I feel like I am the only one who cares.