Possible HPV

Today I went to the bathroom and when I peed it stung. At first I thought great, another yeast infection, but when I used the tissue I noticed a dot of blood. I looked and noticed at bump. I thought that perhaps I cut myself shaving last night, but with further inspection I noticed more bumps. I'm going to go to the doctor as soon as possible, but I'm so scared. I know this has to be herpes. I have a boyfriend and I've been with him for 5 months now. I've only been with one other person before him. My boyfriend and I don't use condoms, but I didn't use condoms with the last guy the last time I was with him back in August. I feel unworthy of intimacy and I'm worried about going to the doctor and getting the news. I know that it's a very common disease, but is there anyone who is going through the same thing or has gone through it? I need some advice please, please help me