Haven't been "trying" for the past year. I've given up on the thought of it ever happening. Out of the blue though, I've found myself very emotional over the fact that I want another child. I wish I could just burry the thoughts of it but I swear every where I look someone is either pregnant or has a baby. I'm so tired of randomly being upset about this.i have two beautiful children. I don't know why I can't just be happy with what I've got