Wow today I've been on a roller coaster! So emotional over the loss of my little girl, on June 5th 2014. I just don't get how a baby can be perfectly healthy and not survive! I know I shouldn't be crying because it's not good for my baby now but I couldn't help the emotions today. They just took over. I just feel so guilty sometimes for moving on with my life and leaving her behind. Grief is such a hard thing. Just needed to get that off my chest!