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i think I'm out 😢

Natalie • Wed, Jan 11

Iam about 6 and a half weeks , I had a scan on Monday just gone and was told they could see a heartbeat and everything looked fine . Same night I came home I started having brown spotting . I didn't worry to much as every one said brown blood is old blood .

So i was spotting lastnight and through today , and when I went the the toilet after dinner I saw red blood and some little clots 😰and am now having period symptoms and light cramping .

My heart sank and instantly burst into tears .

I have only just got over a miscarriage in September 2016 .

I have a scan tomorrow afternoon but I honestly In my heart know what they are going to say.

I am so heartbroken and feel like my body is letting eveyone down .

I feel like I'm letting my partner down as he really wants children and I can't seem to give him one.

I honestly don't feel like I will ever be a mother and feel like I'm loosing the will to live 💔😢

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