boyfriend problems

So I go over my boyfriend some nights but I hate having to leave him especially when I don't have to work and he do I just hate the fact that I have to get up early in the morning just to have to come back over my aunts house whom I stay with I get in my feelings some nights I even cry because I know that I'm going to have to leave in the morning he always says show your feelings and when I do we argue because I'll get so mad and quiet because after a year and a half he should know why .... I swear I don't like having to leave ugh 😑