Such a blessing but so hard!

It's so hard after a loss to be pregnant... My husband doesn't want to have a baby shower because with my little girl we had our baby shower on Sunday and we lost her on Thursday... I understand his fear but I feel like all the joys are being taken away. I can't announce it on social media, I'm basically always hiding... And I can't have a baby shower. I'm so in love with my baby, I feel so blessed  but I'd like to celebrate my new love. Let's hope he changes his mind.