i feel like im having the best day the bam something really bad happens or bad new i'm really over it. i keep telling my self that everything happens for a reason but  i feel like it doesn't for me  i just want to be happy no one cares about me and i feel like there is no point in life. i'm also sick of getting used my my friends and my own fucking family. what else can go wrong :( i guess i wasn't born to be happy