I have a lazy eyelid and on that same eye my actual eyeball is a little crooked like it goes in towards my nose so it's like im half cross eyed. You can only tell if I'm looking straight so I never look people in the eye unless I'm off to the side so they can't tell. But it's only if I wear contacts or no glasses at all. I just feel so ugly with glasses and even more ugly without my glasses. Idk I'm kinda just venting cuz I haven't looked at myself without glasses for a while and I put contacts in and did my makeup today, and when I looked at myself in the mirror I was really shocked by how bad my eye has gotten. And kinda just fell to pieces.