when do you think you'll ever be over you ex 🙁💔

When I first met my ex I really didn't know him but I still have him a chance because I thought he be a nice guy 🙁🤔 , I got too know him but little did he know I also had feelings for someone else 😱😧 ... let me take you back a little bit before I met my ex I was messing with someone but it wasn't serious and so my ex already knew when I would be with the guy I was messing with 😞💔 I didn't want him to know but he did .. so one day he calls me asking if I care about him I stay quiet he asked did you get my letter I said yes and he asked well what's the answer !!!  This is what the note said ( Do you care sbout me yes or no and he said it's ok if you don't nobody ever does at the time I was young I didn't know what to say and of course because I was a bitch I said no but I never gave him the note I kept it )... so then I answer his question and say no 🙍🏼then he tells me it's that one guy huh I just stayed quiet then he started to cry and I laughed because I was acting rude 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ , so a year after that he send me a friend request on fb and I'm like ok it's been a while and he got cuter but he was back his ex so 3 months go by I see he broke up with his  ex so I think 💭 in my head 🙇‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️ should I text him !! So I do it and it was around December so we meet up and we hook up for the first time when I was with him a felt so alive like I can be myself I could tell him everything he was always there for me , but now everything different we stop talk we lost the most important thing to us that I would like to put on here but still to this day I'm still In Love with him 💑 👫🚶🏻‍♀️💔 and I'm trying to get out of being in love with him 💯🙁😭