getting preg!!

Sorry I just need to vent! My baby is 9 months old today and I breastfeed. Haven't had a period yet but been wanting to get pregnant. Been trying since he was a month old and still nothing just disappointed. Wish I could get my period had a period within two months of having my other three kids this is the only one I haven't had a period wis I could so I can get preg. Ugh sorry I'm just mad and frustrated.