i think i have post partum..

I'm never happy anymore.. and I've had post partum before and it fn sucks I hope I'm not going through it again but I honestly can't tell I just know how I feel.. I'm never happy anymore.. I try really hard to be but I'm just not.. and my fiance isn't supportive and puts me down more than helping me he thinks I just want sympathy.. my insurance ran out so idk what to do..