feeling alone

I live with my 12 yr old son and my bf we move from our home town 16 months agoafter I was raped by a close family member it went to court etc. 
But I just feel sooo alone I have no friends here, I don't talk to any of the ones I left behind. I've not been bk to my hometown since I left its 130 miles away and I don't drive. I have no one to talk to and no one to go and see when I need a friend. 
I feel lonely I know I've got my bf but sometimes I just feel like I can't talk to him about thing. He spends most of the time online gaming and talking to his friends. He's my carer as I'm disabled so doesn't work. 
I just don't know what to do