My ex told me he doesn't want to work on a relationship with anymore because I decided to keep our baby. He bad mouthed me on social media again and I couldn't take it anymore and I went off. He doesn't want me around his family either. All because I didn't abort our child. He treats me like shit honestly. I've been fighting back the urge to kill myself because of all the stress of being pregnant and him stressing me out. I don't want him near me or my baby. I don't want him there when I deliver either. Does anyone have any advice about how to fight these suicidal thoughts? I'm almost done with college and I'm almost closed to studying abroad. Help? Please?