feel like complete 💩😫

Infertility sucks I'm so down and fed up I'm not sure what I can do anymore I'm resenting everyone because they all have that one thing I can't maybe I'm jealous I would love to fall naturally have a happy healthy baby experience morning sickness and all the othe pregnancy symptoms but I can't and it's hurting me so much i put on this brave face o its fine it will happen I tell myself all of this everyday I go to work and act as normal as I can be but deep down I'm crying and in pain of the emptiness I'm feeling I come home again give myself a pep talk your have a baby one day! The more and more I say this I know I'm further away from it ever happening I may not ever become a mum and how do you try and accept that? 😭😞😭