Rough first time ?

So recently I lost my virginity it was oky but I just wish it was more...... Gentle and with more of a small size cause two days later my legs still hurt and I've been walking up and down the stairs all day silently crying when I get to my room so anyway me and the guy are not together we are mutual friends who were too caught up in the moment so fast forwarding to the part where he first put it in it hurt not even gonna lie a tear came out he seen it wiped it and was talking to me to take my mind off that he was splitting me into two. I told him it hurt he said it's going to hurt for just a little bit then it will fill good first of all he lied second he full forced pushed it in then just started to thrust slowly picking up his pace it still hurted never gotten used to it so was it too rough or no ? Now he's blocked on everything also